MalzzlaM's Blog

sometimes i feel all alone. Other times I feel so surrounded by people that it frustrates me. BUt hey, what can I do right?
If I told everyone how I feel all the time I probably wouldn't be who I am. I wouldn't be the girl who everybody thinks is strong. I wouldn't be the girl who has to pretend eveything's all right.

It's hard. It's hard to be someone I'm not. I've bee pretending for so long that it's too late to turn back now. If i did turn around, It would make people sad and angry. They would think that I'd changed. Changed because of my friends, or because of where I live. Little do they know, It was me all along. Then if I explained, they would think I'm lying.

Fuck.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?

I just found out some very sad and scary news a friend. I don't know if its true or not but still it is haunting me.
Whatever happens i hope he's ok.

Tell me, Tell me
Tell me everything's ok
Tell me, Tell me
Things will be back to normal one day
Stay here, Stay here
You don't see
How this is for me

You're the only thing that matters to me anymore
You're the only one who keeps me standing the door
You're the only on that I find hard to ignore
Don't walk away
You're the only meaning in my life to me
You're the one that keeps me from what I used to be
You're the only thing that keeps me happy
Don't walk away
Cuz I didn't get a chance to say, I love you

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Happy haloween!!!!!
Just wanted to say that!!!!
bye love ya xoxox

I would just like to say
That I don't remember the day
Where we
Weren't there for each other
We're closer then sisters
Closer then brothers

Ch:I cant believe
That todays the day we
Have to be
Overseas
Different cities
Different countries
Today's the day
We have to be
Overseas

Together for a while now
And I don't know how
I'll get through this
It's really sad cuz
I've really come to like you
Together there was nothing that we couldn't do

Ch

The sun is shinning on both of us
We can be together for another moment if we just
Find the trust
Let the world pass us by
Look each other in the eye
And find the fight inside

ch

I don't wanna have to do this
Cuz it makes me wanna cry
You fill me with bliss
It makes me die inside
Why don't they just take me to the cemetery
At least every tear will be a memory

Ch

So I guess
For the last time
In my life
I'm gonna say to you
You're my best friend